You’re my best friend. And I’m so so in love with you. I would do anything for you. But I can’t help this feeling. I can’t help but be curious. I feel disgusting. It feels so wrong. I’ve never been so confused in my life. I just want to be with you and make you happy, but I want to be curious and explore because I feel like I need it. You just want to look out for me and make sure I’m happy and I do the same for you. I wish I knew why I felt this way. I wish I knew why I am so curious. Is my heart meant for more than one person? Is this a normal feeling? Or should I be concerned? In my head I just keep saying “I can’t help it” but really, I just want to be satisfied. I just want to be done with feeling disgusting. I feel so loving, and I love to be intimate with everyone. I love to cuddle my friends, poke their faces and flirt with them. I feel like the worlds biggest tease and I clearly have issues.